hope you all had a fantastic day, regardless of whether you smoked.
i finally got a hold of that girl that i told you about. we met up, went to the sketchiest part of the city to buy some bud, smoked up at this beautiful waterfall in the woods, bought rolling papers after the bowl clogged, and got endlessly lost trying to find our way home.
we were left with a little more than a gram, and i convinced my friend to let me have it for later. stashed it in my purse and came home wide-eyed. although my clothes, purse, hair, and car REEKED of weed, my mom didn't seem to notice. as soon as i got home, she wanted to go to the grocery store.. total torture when you have the munchies. after she went to bed, i rolled up a couple joints with the last of my stash.. keeping them for a rainy day - i'll have to buy more soon =/
anyways, i hope all is well.
x
Tuesday 20 April 2010
Monday 12 April 2010
Awh, Junk.
i was doing so well the past couple days.. i recently signed up for the new gym that opened a couple towns away, so i've been busy going there for hours at a time (my groin muscles are KILLING ME. i can't even walk >_>) yesterday, i ate an orange for the day, then spent two hours at the gym. it was absolutely wonderful. today, i was sort of forced into eating a bit of chocolate, so i worked extra-hard at the gym.. probably didn't help my whole groin-hurting issue. anyways, after another couple of hours spent on stationary bikes and treadmills, i had to go pick up my sister. when i got off the treadmill and started walking back to the locker room, i literally felt like i hovering. i felt like i was high! it was great.. a bit scary when i had to drive, though. the feeling passed eventually, no worries!
of course i had to ruin everything by eating dinner/binging afterward.
hopefully, i'll get to go again tomorrow. hopefully, this whole groin-muscle thing is just a sign of it being strengthened instead of pulled. hopefully, i won't screw things up again..
oh, and good news! although it's selfish of me to want to, knowing how many people seem to look up to me these days, i think i found someone to help me out with drug-related requests. a couple of friends of mine who have never smoked have really started to like classic rock bands - they want to partake in a "Jimmy Hendrix Experience," as they put it. with 4/20 on it's way, i told them that i would join then on their first high. the problem was finding someone to supply our demand.
today in class, a friend of mine stumbled in late.. she sat down and complained about falling up the stairs on her way there - she had a huge, open cut on her foot, but she was geeking. long story short, she decided to wake-and-bake, and she told me that i can buy from her any time i want =D
i'm totally becoming a pothead. i can feel it :|
of course i had to ruin everything by eating dinner/binging afterward.
hopefully, i'll get to go again tomorrow. hopefully, this whole groin-muscle thing is just a sign of it being strengthened instead of pulled. hopefully, i won't screw things up again..
oh, and good news! although it's selfish of me to want to, knowing how many people seem to look up to me these days, i think i found someone to help me out with drug-related requests. a couple of friends of mine who have never smoked have really started to like classic rock bands - they want to partake in a "Jimmy Hendrix Experience," as they put it. with 4/20 on it's way, i told them that i would join then on their first high. the problem was finding someone to supply our demand.
today in class, a friend of mine stumbled in late.. she sat down and complained about falling up the stairs on her way there - she had a huge, open cut on her foot, but she was geeking. long story short, she decided to wake-and-bake, and she told me that i can buy from her any time i want =D
i'm totally becoming a pothead. i can feel it :|
Monday 5 April 2010
eh.. Title.
so, the whole fast thing didn't work out for obvious reasons.. >_<
it wasn't all bad, though. i remembered that i cheated at my physical's weigh-in last year, so i decided i could do it again. i "lost" four pounds since last year! i lol'd to myself. such a cheater. they shouldn't have put the scale in between a high table and a wall - the nurse should have made sure my hands were at my sides instead of supporting myself against the objects next to me. hehe
anyways, i had a pretty eventful weekend. friday (after the doctor's - i had to get a meningitis vaccine D:) my best friend Audra and i went to the school for Open Mic Night, where some of our fellow classmates revealed their hidden musical talents. afterwards, we went to our friend Vanessa's for birthday cake along with her boyfriend and a couple of other people.
saturday, i met up with Vanessa at the animal shelter to celebrate her birthday. we went out for breakfast and pedicures =D. afterwards, i went to an Easter/cousin's birthday dinner where i spent the night with a ton of family i've never met (distant family who i probably could have gone without ever meeting..) it was.. awkward.
Easter Sunday. oh god. i am not a Christian. although i do believe in some sort of God, i absolutely hate organized religion (sorry - i've always said i wouldn't discuss religion. it always seems to cause problems =/. let me just finish this little rant.) personally, i don't really believe in the whole "rising from beyond the grave" thing, so i don't think i should celebrate it.. i would rather stay in bed than drive out 70 miles to visit a side of my family who DOES NOT EVEN SPEAK TO ME. my mom was offended because my sister and i wanted to leave early, as we told our father's family that we would visit. she sort of had a freak-out, saying i never spend time with her family (although i spend countless weeks of my summer visiting them in Scotland.) regardless, we visited my dad's family where they sort of made conversation with me. i did have to excuse myself from the table when they started discussing politics.. "discussing" means heated, close-minded debates, where my grandmother spits out facts that she learned from last night's "Glenn Beck."
csuiomhgcrhgcmhgsuxoighmuigdlxbuibgfh I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE, ALREADY!
is summer here, yet? can i just walk up to my principal, get my high school diploma, move the green tassel to the side, and throw my hat up in the air? (June 12, by the way!) can i just drive to Logan Airport, board an Aer Lingus airplane, and silently enjoy my music on the way to Scotland, leaving everything behind?
the one somewhat-comforting thing about this Easter was the fact that it will be the last holiday i will spend without my father. he gets out of prison in July. i'm so excited to have a conversation longer than the phone-alloted ten minutes.
it wasn't all bad, though. i remembered that i cheated at my physical's weigh-in last year, so i decided i could do it again. i "lost" four pounds since last year! i lol'd to myself. such a cheater. they shouldn't have put the scale in between a high table and a wall - the nurse should have made sure my hands were at my sides instead of supporting myself against the objects next to me. hehe
anyways, i had a pretty eventful weekend. friday (after the doctor's - i had to get a meningitis vaccine D:) my best friend Audra and i went to the school for Open Mic Night, where some of our fellow classmates revealed their hidden musical talents. afterwards, we went to our friend Vanessa's for birthday cake along with her boyfriend and a couple of other people.
saturday, i met up with Vanessa at the animal shelter to celebrate her birthday. we went out for breakfast and pedicures =D. afterwards, i went to an Easter/cousin's birthday dinner where i spent the night with a ton of family i've never met (distant family who i probably could have gone without ever meeting..) it was.. awkward.
Easter Sunday. oh god. i am not a Christian. although i do believe in some sort of God, i absolutely hate organized religion (sorry - i've always said i wouldn't discuss religion. it always seems to cause problems =/. let me just finish this little rant.) personally, i don't really believe in the whole "rising from beyond the grave" thing, so i don't think i should celebrate it.. i would rather stay in bed than drive out 70 miles to visit a side of my family who DOES NOT EVEN SPEAK TO ME. my mom was offended because my sister and i wanted to leave early, as we told our father's family that we would visit. she sort of had a freak-out, saying i never spend time with her family (although i spend countless weeks of my summer visiting them in Scotland.) regardless, we visited my dad's family where they sort of made conversation with me. i did have to excuse myself from the table when they started discussing politics.. "discussing" means heated, close-minded debates, where my grandmother spits out facts that she learned from last night's "Glenn Beck."
csuiomhgcrhgcmhgsuxoighmuigdlxbuibgfh I JUST WANT TO GET OUT OF HERE, ALREADY!
is summer here, yet? can i just walk up to my principal, get my high school diploma, move the green tassel to the side, and throw my hat up in the air? (June 12, by the way!) can i just drive to Logan Airport, board an Aer Lingus airplane, and silently enjoy my music on the way to Scotland, leaving everything behind?
the one somewhat-comforting thing about this Easter was the fact that it will be the last holiday i will spend without my father. he gets out of prison in July. i'm so excited to have a conversation longer than the phone-alloted ten minutes.
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